“I’m not where I need to be, but thank God I’m not where I used to be.”
I wanted to talk to you guys. I don’t have anything specific to talk about though. So here is my absolutely random blog post.
I hope your day was well. If it wasn’t, I hope you give tomorrow a shot at being a good day.
Do you ever just feel “eh”?
That’s how I feel today. It wasn’t a bad day, not even close, but I just feel “eh”.
(that could just be my enemy, Mr. Depression talking.)
Since I was feeling “eh”, I took myself out for ice cream. Which is a big deal in my mind. Friday night date night, party of one.
I’d keep talking about my ice cream, but I want to tell you guys about school now, so I’m changing the topic.
I love school. I love being there, I love learning, I love almost dozing off to the boring video tutorials we have to watch in class. Everything about the cosmetology craft is amazing to me.
My favorite things to do are mens cutting and blow-dries. Mens cutting is such an art. and Blow drying is the finishing touch to a beautiful new look.
I just love it.
When my ex jumped on a plane, moved to Colorado, and texted me that he didn’t love me anymore. I feel in love with myself. I didn’t really realize that I had put so much effort into loving him that I lost myself in the process.
It took me losing him to find myself.
You know who I also found again? God. Not that I ever lost him. You really can’t lose something when it’s everywhere you look, but I found God again for myself, intimately. How quick do we forget how awesome it is to have God on speed dial.
That’s all she wrote.